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Thank you mellyjelly/drumthings for this fantabulous skin=D

But when one of them goes - when one of them walks out - then you feel so worthless. You just feel so worthless, and I don't think you every get over it. I think a part of you always feels worthless, as if you deserved it, as if you made it happen, as if it happened because you were bad.

He had thought on their wedding day that the rings they exchanged would last them a lifetime. Now he saw that wedding rings get lost, they get stolen, they get thrown in anger. Now he saw that you might get through any number of wedding rings in a marriage. Now he found it difficult that he had never been as young as he was on their wedding day, young enough to believe that you only need one wedding ring.

Was it over?

Not until he could harden his heart and stop seeing her, not until she stopped loving him as if there was something special about him, not until she stopped loving him as if he was a good man.

Not until she stopped loving him all the time. Not until he knew that she would be just fine without him. Not until he could think about what was going to happen to her without being worried sick.

It would never over until then.