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Some people ask themselves 'Why am I attracted to a person I know is not good?'

I happen to know the answer to this. Because you’re hoping you’re wrong, and every time she does something that tells you she’s not good, you ignore it, and every time she comes through and surprises you, she wins you over and you lose that argument with yourself that she’s not for you.

I know it’s hard to believe people when they say “I know how you feel”, but I actually know how you feel. I understand the feeling as small and insignificant as humanly possible, and how it can actually ache in places that you don’t know you had inside you, and it doesn’t matter how many haircuts you get or gyms you join or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends, you still go to be every night going over the same detail, and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell, for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy? And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he’ll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you’ll go somewhere new and you’ll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again, and little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.