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Thank you mellyjelly/drumthings for this fantabulous skin=D

Bad Day
Where is the moment when needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Tell me your blue skies fade to grey
Tell me your passions gone away
And I don't need you to carry on

Your standing in line just to hit a new low
Your faking a smile with a coffee to go
Tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And i don't need you to carry on

(chorus)
Cause you had a bad day, you're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day, the camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day...you had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need you to carry on...

(chorus)

(bridge)
Sometimes the system goes on the brink and the whole thing turns out
Wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be
Well all that strong, and I'm not wrong...(chorus)

haiz.i aint feeling well nw, mayb some withdrawal symptoms of not messagin or talkin on e phone.yday had council training, talked abt time management and POEM.n reached home at 7.30 lyk tt aft exco meeting.
we discussed abt some new projs we could embark on so tt this exco would make at least SOME difference in the lives of tksians, i hope tt this proj will pull thru, if nt we hv done our best n its how tk n its teachers interpret wad we r intendin to do as gd or bad...
n i slept at 9.03 aft endin a phone call.until nw i m still worryin abt her, i dunno wads happenin to her n there's nth i can do abt it.can't call, onli sms.how useless can i get?in this state i m so helpless.i dun want things to be like tt, i jus dun.i woke up at 6.19 today, hopin to get at least sth.

but i was wrong...

e time nw is 4.10, n i havent gotten anithin yet.haiz.hw miserable can my life be?isn't this the same as bein in nz for 10 days wif no form of communication or wadsoeva?i try to think +ve n assume tt she is alright, happy and doin alright.i try to be strong n believe tt she is alright everytime when she crosses my mind.
i somehw(or always) worry abt how she s doin. =(

mayb this song can depict hw i feel right nw..

The power of the dream

Deep within each heart
There lies a magic spark
That lights the fire of our imagination
And since the dawn of man
The strength of just "I can"
Has brought together people of all nations
There's nothing ordinary
In the living of each day
There's a special part
Every one of us will play

Feel the flame forever burn
Teaching lessons we must learn
To bring us closer to the power of the dream
As the world gives us its best
To stand apart from all the rest
It is the power of the dream that brings us here
Your mind will take you far
The rest is just pure heart
You'll find your fate is all your own creation
Every boy and girl
As they come into this world
They bring the gift of hope and inspiration
Feel the flame forever burn
Teaching lessons we must learn
To bring us closer to the power of the dream
The world unites in hope and peace
We pray that it will always be
It is the power of the dream that brings us here
There's so much strength in all of us
Every woman child and man
It’s the moment that you think you can’t
You’ll discover that you can

Feel the flame forever burn
Teaching lessons we must learn
To bring us closer to the power of the dream
The world unites in hope and peace
We pray that it will always be
It is the power of the dream that brings us here

Feel the flame forever burn
Teaching lessons we must learn
To bring us closer to the power of the dream
The world unites in hope and peace
We pray that it will always be
It is the power of the dream that brings us here
The power of the dream
The faith in things unseen
The courage to embrace your fear
No matter where you are
To reach for your own star
To realize the power of the dream


if only u were by my side now.i missed those times we spent together.
all i need nw is jus u right by my side...

i miss u dear...
sighs...

this wk has been quite alright but wif some ups n downs along e way.anihow, tmr is half dae le.but np has tkd trainin.n i went for gradin lyk las wk le.so go lyk no use.but i wil go anihow.=) aft tt i goin to CLIMBADVENTURE!! to climb there until the evening.on sat the council has trainin fr 8-5+.its a whole dae thing so ya.

lots of things happened this wk.gd & bad.but at least she's sort of ok nw =).podium duty nw isnt daunting for me.=x cos i m quite used to talking in front og large crowds tt i dun c y ppl cant go up n make a speech etc.
i hope times will be better n things wil be resolved as wad i prayed for.live strong, be strong stay strong, n may ur dreams come true!!


dear, thx for bein there for me in my darkest times, i really appreciate it.i dunno hw to thank you for wad u hv done. it made me see love in a new angle, and of course a new me and u!
thanks alot *huggs*

missing u so badly...
praying, hoping and living strong..

False hopes..worry..disappointment..impatience..worried..low self confidence..split..mood swings..unhappy..loss of hope..no meaning in life..worry even more..think abt –ve things..anger..guilt..jealousy..hate..reflection..mixed priorities..wrong priorities..wad is most impt to u u choose to neglect..more self esteem..bad things happen..no more hope left..worry..worry..worry..affected by everything tt’s happenin ard me..speechless..reconciliation..forgiveness sought..change??..despair..prejudice..worry..anger..and so much more…..
Where is the love?wad happened to the one I knew las time?y is life treatin me this way?is tt supposed to mean a learning experience so tt I can b a beta person aft this?i really doubt so.so many promises..so many heartbreaks every single day..when will all this stop?only heaven knows.
Being strong
‘take care and all the best..
‘As the road is ever changing, the principals u live by will nv change’How many more bad days to I hv to go thru until I can b freed of all tis?who understands e way I feel??
Too bad ppl c me in this state..sufferin fr headache, runny nose, fever, serious cough and phlegm, knee injury.n I dun even noe how not to think abt all this when I get tortured and tormented by all my –ve thoughts dae and nite.how do I tc of myself when I keep worryin abt u?does it hurt when I sae all this?

YES.